December 2009
63 posts
2009.
- Moved out and then moved back in.
- Cut out alot of lose ends.
- Had my hearbroken and broke a few myself.
- Wrote tons and tons of poetry.
- Started slamming.
- Took vacations. Some good. Some bad.
- Taylor became my best friend.
- Smoked some great weed.
- Learned that I can touch my nose with my tongue.
- Fell in love with Jason Mraz and Adele.
- Redecorated my room with floral...
After today my hair will be down to my butt.
Kind of excited about it. Entering the new year with a new look and a new attitude. Bow Bow! =D
New Years Kiss.
Tianamonique: ima juss find the cutest dude at the party and be like aye yu tryna kiss me on new years ow what?!
Camille: haha run that pimp game
Tianamonique: haha be hella thug about it
Camille: imma juss grab somebodys face
Tianamoniqe: hahaha THUG LIFE!
Sometimes I want to just hang out with you.
Watch a movie. Chit Chat. Whatever. But then I remember you’re there and i’m here and it totally sucks. I hate how far away you are.
Maybe baby, we could sit and talk for a while....
“Don’t let yaself fall; gotta keep ya savage demeanor; Don’t give...”
No; I don't get sad when love doesn't work out...
In fact I expect it more so than I ever did. I have blocked out all those ill thoughts and disappointing emotions so I never have to feel let down. And when I say love im just being vague. I guess I mean any type of relationship consisting heartfelt feelings. I need to start living by the quote, ‘people come into your life for a reason, for a season, or for a lifetime’. So many have...
Christmas was very lovely this year.
Got basically everything I asked for and there was no drama with the family which is a gift in itself. No complaints. Hope yours was lovely as well =)
I told you I was trouble. You know that i'm no...
Amy Winehouse FTW.
Watching 'Be Kind, Rewind'. Mos Def is so damn...
Day Eight.
Fuck you dude. Just fuck you. Seriously.
Like Cane and Able; Ceasar and Brutus; Jesus and...
Everyday people they lie to god too. So what makes you think that they won’t lie to you? Ms. Hill gettin me through this Monday morning. Oh how I do miss you.
M
“Lauryn Hill said her heart was in Zion… I wish her heart still was in...”
– Kanye ‘Champion’
his blue eyes are healing me.
He’s aware I am broken. He understands my issues. Yet, he continues to smile at me as if I have no battle wounds. I don’t know. He’s qute lovely tho. And I’m glad he doesn’t mind the tangles in my chest. He closes the door and ignores the mess. His blue eyes are healing me and putting my green days to rest.
Day 7.
Words do not describe my resentment towards you. I could NEVER do what you did to me. Your petty words, Your hypocritical outlook on the entire situation. I didn’t invite you into my life; you were forced in my dear. And you knew exactly what you were doing. You knew him there. You don’t know him here. You may think you have a grasp on what happened, but my dear you’ve barely...
“I remember when, I remember
I remember when I lost my mind
There something so...”
– Gnarls Barkley - ‘Crazy’
Day 6.
So I broke. I reached a certain point and I snapped like guitar strings. I honestly, shouldn’t be here after what I put myself through, but I am. I lost a few very amazing people, and I hope they forgive me soon. I have no excuses, and I am not going to place blame on anyone but myself. My outlook on life is much clearer and open. So ready to take on this next year. Now if only I could get...
Day 5.
Love is love. Can’t let nobody talk you out of it. Just be.
That is one sad girl; don't let that boy ruin your...
Transformation 2010 is gonna be EPIC....
Day 4.
Sometimes you break and you have to watch the pieces fall. It usually hurts, but it doesn’t last forever. You just have know which pieces you need to keep, and which ones you need to let go of.
“Don’t say goodbye to me. Describe the sky to me. And if the sky falls,...”
– Kathleen Brennan; ‘Green Grass’
Goals For The Day.
Get Ready.
Write poetry.
Not be arguementative.
Be happy.
Curl my hair.
Clean my room.
Look for a new job.
Eat ramen.
Lets go =]
The common symbol seems to be tied to green eyes.
Emerald pebbles.
Poison ivy drops.
Pretty green.
Metaphors keep your name hidden, subliminally confessing tales of unforgotten love. But we poets understand very well and I have found your name in places it doesn’t belong and in words scribbled by hands of weak women and it is unfair of me to think I could ever be the only one to write your name in beautiful script for your name has...
Today alone I've been deemed as...
A horrible student.
A stubborn and pathetic daughter.
A lame.
A horribe girlfriend or whatever.
And a terrible cook.
talk about low.
Happiness is a warm gun.
Day 3.
And because of everything we’ve been through, I continue to grasp on to moments where our names were aligned with the stars. And because I can’t let go, I hold them while I sleep. And because my dreams consist of falacies, I tend to wake up with soaked cheeks. And because I have dimples, they tend to seep into my skin. And because your words have cut away the molecules of my surface, I...
Im gonna find a way to make it. Without you....
Jude Law is fucking gorgeous!
*drool*
I'd be crazy to let my man go; and let some other...
Praying for a damn miracle.
“The truth cannot be hidden. What is clouded in darkness will always come to...”
– Mayda Del Valle
Tatted this weekend. Im thinking yes.
I wna get these fingers done. =)
Maybe we'll crash and burn. Maybe you'll stay,...
